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Footprints.I want to be quoted, I want to be seen, I want to be heard.
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To be contemplated, to be defended, to be thought of; I want to leave something behind.

I want to live forever in memory, I want forever to live in me.
I want eternity to hold me through the night, I want endlessness to wrap me in its warmth.
I want to exist 1000 years from now, in strangers I have only seen in my dreams.
I want to impact people, I have not yet met, who know me intimately because of my art, my expression, my words, my ideas, my vision. I want to be the inspiration for other artists, just lik

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Life is the teacher, preacher, the abuser, and the user, but it is you that decides how to deal with it all.
Life sits idly by, watching you walk across the universe, it throws obstacles along your path to see how tough you really are, how much you really want somet

Does Morality Have a Place in the Modern World?

Many are confused as to the above question. Others are apathetic. What does the Bible really teach on the matter? Please see my May 17th journal entry, and have your Bible ready!

John 8:31,32

~cerealnovels, Time Flies?Airport closed.
Time could not fly.

1001 AR Quotes - No.2Animals can communicate quite well. And they do. And generally speaking, they are ignored.

~Alice Walker

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But man is two types of learner, that of the man in the shower and that of the man in the forest.

The man of the shower is the man of society, the man who follows the rules of society in all its form. He learns from the media and daily life; he has no true experience of the world around him and is often ignorant to what he feels does not concern him. He is in a shower. Sheltered from harm by his glass door and thermostat, protected from what doesn't

Don't You Quit!Have you grown weary? Are you tired of feeling small? Do you feel as though you've given your all, yet you have gotten nowhere?

Inspired, you create something you're proud of. Yet, try as you might, your creation goes unnoticed - as if nobody cares at all!

The months fly, and still you wait for a comment - a word of encouragement! However, nothing comes of it - no, nothing at all!

Now, as you wait for an answer that isn't forthcoming, you notice your motivation has taken a dive! Sure, you continue to work - oftentimes for many hours - and with very little to eat! However, the inspiration just seems to be in short supply, these days. "Why b

The failure of the Cosmological argumentI haven´t written anything in a while, so I decided to write this both as a mental exercise and because my watchers are probably wondering if I´m still alive :). But it’s also something important I want to give my thoughts on.

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1. Every finite and contingent being has a cause.
2. A causal loop cannot exist.
3. A causal chain cannot be of infinite length.
4. Therefore, a First Cause (or something that is not an effect) must exist.

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Really? A "Future" terrorist?

A student was suspended because he had a picture of a gun on his laptop background:
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What's going on here?

A student was suspended for "thinking" about a gun.
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HOW CAN THEY KNOW WHAT HE WAS THINKING?
"I just knew he was thinking about a gun."

A 16 year old student is suspended for wrestling a loaded revolver away from a kid who intended to shoot other kids.
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Sorry guys, I was wrong, I should have let him shoot your asses, that would have been the right thing to do.

A KINDER-GARDENER WAS SUSPENDED FOR A BUBBLE GUN:

That Big Blue SkyI sit for many a night to contemplate my right to grasp tight
the knowledge I hold dear to me. I see people tossing their thoughts
at subjects frought with usleness or lack of reason. I thought I
had fought for the same reasons as others studied with me, instead
I feel treason is a leading sting to bring even the greatest of temples down.
Yet here I sit upon my window, doing what feels like nothing to stop the
poison running through my veins travelling to my brain. It drives me
to the brink as my mind begins to shrink and insanity steps into reality.
The depravity I surround myself with to try but justify it's helpful existence.
But even as I sit here with mysteries of secrets swirling and twirling in my mind,
I crack a knowing smile that even as I sit here and try I cannot break the wonder
of that big blue sky....

Agnostic Atheist How do you go about proving God's existence or nonexistence? I would like to discuss it because it's usually avoided in polite conversation for good reason. But this essay or rant or whatever is not polite conversation and will probably offend some people.

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HistoryI'm just shy of 17.
I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow,
Let alone, for the rest of my days.
But that doesn't bother me.
What does bother me,
Is thinking about time.
The most valuable resource.
Because I know that what I experience now,
Will never repeat itself,
I will never live this again,
And even though,
The next generation will live it;
Will they care?
Will it be the same?

Of the many fears I have in life,
Dying, being not particularly high on that list,
I fear most of all, being forgotten.
No, not me being forgotten.
My time being forgotten.
I study History,
Study it hard,
Not out of some desire over,
Bloody battles, many lost lives

The WriterWords are my tools.

I may not be a wizard with the brush, but I know how to create an image.
Though my imagination may not paint a clear vision - it is up to you to decide.
What do you see?

Does it make you smile? Make you happy, sad, joyous, upset?
What do my words mean to you?
Is every image the same?
What do you see?

Words are my tools.
I am the writer.

What is grace?What is grace?
Too many of us think that God's grace is a shield that indemnifies us against the consequences of our sins.
God's ability to forgive is infinite, however grace is not a shield.
Grace is a bone saw.
"If your eye causes you to sin it is better to pluck it out than to continue sinning."
Grace is a spiritual amputation of a piece of your soul infected by the gangrene of iniquity.
God's ability to forgive is infinite, however is the individual's ability to receive grace likewise infinite? How many graces can a person receive before the soul-body ceases to function?

I will show how this is the truth in Chapter 5B of "Worth 1000 Word

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by ~wackycracka, Feb 10, 2005, 9:40:02 PM
Literature / Prose / Non-Fiction / Philosophical

IPA
Thu 6/3/2004 3:57 PM
dearest friend:

   that's the way I start all mu es. hell 4 u is fun4 us.  Im a slave to chaos theory,

and(&) paranormaal psychology.  Can't be u-f(useful). Iam looking to draft u as my personal

manager. u can ask me about pay and the personal management system I have ddeveloped.  Jeff

did not have my money today.  I am hurt that I hurt him. I gave him twenty four hours from

2:51pm to get me more money than the 15 +adoolar amount that wasn't worth a five dollar bill

in the bank.  at 2:51 I start selling his CD's.  Talk to me.



                                        Love Kirk

read is a multiple tasking werd
Fri 6/4/2004 12:29 PM
Dearest Leslie:

     Ran into jeff on the way to the uw campus to send an email to my father.  Half an hour

later or so he had 50 dollars in his hand.  I gave him ten of his CD's back.  Remind me to

get in touch with my karma accountant.



                                           Love,  Kirk

   Im done to six minutes on this public library computer.

RE: read is a multiple tasking werd Sat 6/5/2004 10:30 AM
Dearest Leslie:

  I will check out the photo after work.  too much sun.  I'm burnt and working  Holding

30.00 for the working poor and thats a fact, and then that 30.00 for the working police:

SPLAT!  HA.  On your mark get set go.

                                          Love Kirkr

RE: read is a multiple tasking werd& it is a heron thing(heroin) Sat 6/5/2004 11:57 AM
Searest Leslie:

   That subject & is responmse to your question on the military industruial .  I am burnt.

Dude is coming down in an hour .  I have a hole three dollars instead of the 20.  Product

not of his type.  I am going "home" 4 food and rest.  Picked my license up off the ground

BEAUTIFUL Photo.  I can't think that you would want to fo and do this other thing (PMS)  .

Monday  will more know

    Love Kirkr

Yes, the answer to life is yes Mon 6/7/2004 11:22 AM
Dearest Leslie:

     The art of lying, that is a book a would have written if I had gone on 2 graduate

school in Speech Communications UWdegree1982.  Bad Faith breach of the Social Contract is

the title of the article I would have written 4 the law review if I had been asked

USCJDdegree 1985.  Kirk my name is Kirk and I am glad I have your attention.  Having been

born in the year 1960 I am 44 years old.  Seattle I asy when asked where is my hometown.  In

preschool, kindergarten, and elementary school I learded how to read.  In Junior high and

High school degree1978 I learned how to write, in col,lege and law school I leared how to

think, and act like a professional: deliberate, methodical, and with purpose.  I am guided

by a cynical idealism, rational faith, and a healthy optimism.  Kirk  Richard Anderson, my

mane is kirk richard anderson, and I am glad I have your attention.

      Probably the most influential book in my life next to the holy Bible is the book  How

to Get Control of your time and your Life by Alan Lakien.  In it he  "Time is life it is

irreversible and irrreplacable.  To waste your time is to waste your life but to manage yur

time is to manage your life and make the most of it.

      To start  You should ask Kirk this:  If you knew that you only had five years toi live

what would u want to do?  Then what would u want to do if it was only a year?  then what if

it was only a month?   If any oft he answers atre different, then we would have a problem,

which we do not.  There are seven areas in which a person can categorize their goals inlife:

Family and home life, education and personal development, business and finance, fun and

recreation, health and phyisical, religious and spiritueal, and social and community.  I

have had lifetime goals since I was 17.  Since u are thre only personal manager I have I

should tell u waht my gaols r now.  There are only 4.  To achieve and maintain(SUSTAIN)

selfactualization, achieve and maintain physical peak performance levels. Keep my covenant

with the LORD,  and finally go on a chinese calvacade.  The job of a personal manager is to

help me develop a plan to accomplish all those goals.  The secret habit that all successful

people have revealed is the writing of a daily to do list.  On it should be a activities as

well as all the mundanes.

     R U wid me so far?

         I'lll probably spend kill time looking again and again and again and again and

again and again at the phote u took 4 me.  I have lots of love for u .Leslie.



                                         I remain, Kirk

Selfactualization goalTue 6/8/2004 2:04 PM
Dearest Leslie:

     I have been to three different psychiatrists and have read Civilization and it's

discontents by Sig Freud.  I have attended three ten day Vipassana

courses(http://www.dhamma.org) on 1.02 2.03 3.04 and I have read, how to be your own best

friend, journey to ixltan, catch 22, 1984 brave new world, the hobbit, the bible, oh I

already said that . Im out of time today

StoryofmylifeFri 6/11/2004 2:41 PM
Dearest Leslie:

  I smoked three cigarettes today. spank me.

             Love Kirk

P>S> See u at 100 tomorrow. I'll have a all day buspass.+

B.G.B.Fri 6/18/2004 1:31 PM
Dearest  Leslie:

        den see stag

                                                     Love, Kirk

RE: I left my harp in Sand Crab's DiscoFri 6/18/2004 1:55 PM

On the eight day god smirked and crested KIRK.

                                                       U really got me. Love..
From: kirk anderson
Sent: Tuesday, June 15, 2004 11:04 AM
To: leslie@electriccoyote.com
Subject: I left my harp in Sand Crab's Disco

Dearest Leslie:

   the fifteenth is here, and I am driven to get things done, like this which is not even on

my to do list, but not getting an email, or a link to the picture you took on this last

thursday perplexes, i dare say.  Strawberries dipped in sour cream and rolled in brown

sugar: maybe we shouldn't have talked such.  I was only looking to hook up positively with a

personable person to be a personal manager.  Why else make this money if i don't get to pay

the best for ....nevermind.  If you would let me knowwhat, why,etc  I'lkl respect your

declination and not stalk or ..as you know me by now. Otherwisew I'll just take a close look

at your website in three days from now and see what it was that I missed. I thought I saw a

pussy cat.  I did I did Idid.  comedy tells trajedy a great joke: picture that, if you have

the time.



Love Kirk

RE: I left my harp in Sand Crab's DiscoMon 6/21/2004 10:09 AM
Dearest Leslie:

     I have a twenty in my pocket as we speak.  Personal management anybody?

                                      Love Kirk Cocaine

  P.S.  Ranier, a kinda bass mood my favs

NEVERMINDWed 6/23/2004 11:40 AM
dear43est:  Leslie:

    I'll try to keep up with u through your art at deviant.  Know that u have a fan checking

in on your fotos.  I always wanted to be a fotogrufer.  But all I am is Kirk Cocaine.  Gotta

find my Courtney Love.  Alls well that ends well.

                 Kirk

ca xmas 01Tue 6/29/2004 2:02 PM
Dearest Leslie:

   Yo punk I didn't even no u then.  geesh what a picture.  the compliment: I wish I had

taken it.  u don't mind if I show it 2 the parents and tell them its by a past lover of

mine.  korse not.  Love u sertanly.  Capt. Kirk " I need mor dilitium crystals.

i ued to be  a ballarina & oldy rado tuney II Sat 7/10/2004 3:45 PM
Dearst leslie

    Sitting here in the UW law library listening to the voice in my head singing a song

about a ghost and a wishing well.  Good presentation in your layouts.  I am mostly

impresseds, precious.  No need 2 rite bak just keep taking pictures .  'member the more

aerodynamic the better.



                                                                           Love kIRK

a pen palTue 9/7/2004 11:09 AM
Dearest Leslie:

     Ha! u thinkst I forgot!  You sure meet some cool people.  I can tell by the pictures in

your gallery.  Let me know if you need a true pen pal.







              Love, Kirk

Thu 10/21/2004 10:03 AM
oooooh, you are a STAR
Dearest Leslie:

                                             NO KIDDING

                                                                                       Koik

The Karma Accountantby ~wackycracka

Literature / Prose / Non-Fiction / Philosophical

I met this guy Kirk in the U district of Seattle. He loved my Blondie shirt so we smoked a cigarette and talked Blondie and all things early punk. He asked me questions about Iggy Pop and Velvet Underground albums that I knew the answers to so I guess I impressed him big time. Kirk is a hardcore crack addict, but incredibly intelligent. He went to law school and he can run circles around your head with all of the knowledge he has in his strange and burned brain. Anways...he showed me a place that he'd wanted to take a picture of forever, so I took that photograph. From the sidewalk looking up to capitol hill there was a church and below it... a barbed wire fence. It lined up perfectly for the shot I called "The Cage" [link]

I e-mailed him that photo, and he wanted me to be his Karma Accountant. as in... making sure he did well and stopped smoking and what not... so you see after that email.....

its strange.... but bear with it if you can.... theres a message in there perhaps.

~brandowilly Feb 14, 2005

awesome read leslie. i really liked it.

~VoodooChild939 Feb 12, 2005

wow, fascinating, you and I must share the same passion for knowing odd people, I know a schizophrenic psychic

~athenaness Feb 11, 2005

That is very interesting... HE is very interesting.... and yes, he is beautiful..

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